The Why...

I created this blog a few nights before I left to come to Germany for my discipleship school (DTS), but I never remembered my password. Thanks to my friend Ford I began this but I have failed mostly myself in keeping it updated, Lord willing I will not let that happen anymore. This is to keep all those interested informed of how I am being used to serve the Lord and how you can pray for me.

My mission when I came here to Germany was to attain a deeper level of relationship with the Lord our God. My time during DTS made that possible. For so long I was raised that going to church, being there on Sunday morning, and singing songs was what it meant to be a good Christian. There have been so many things I believed only because thats all that I had ever known. The last four years of my life have really been a time that God has used people and circumstances to speak into my life and guide me in my path to Herrnhut, Germany. Its amazing to see how far I have come and how far I still have to go. Through different revelations God has made himself so new to me, so personal to me. Its exciting to know that God wants to know me in the same way that he knew Moses. I crave to know him in the same way Moses and Joshua and David did!!!

I came to the conclusion during the outreach phase of my school that I no longer want a mediocre life. I want to learn to have faith to trust God for everything. In all that I do, I want to rely on God and his faithfulness and His provision. Thats not something that comes over night or in a week or a years time, but something that is cultivated over a lifetime. The thought of that is both exciting and scary, because it means that I have to stop trusting in my own abilities to work and earn for myself and learn to listen to the Spirit and believe all that He has promised me.

I am here to be a missionary, to evangelize to those who have not yet heard the message that Jesus died for us and has set us free, to challenge people into missions and becoming apart of testifying to the Lordship of Jesus Christ.